Enigmatrixes

I was about to have an attempted revamp of my page HTML (I know NOTHING about HTML), removing the Blog Hot or Not bar graph and stuff and trying to get extra links on for friends and stuff like that. Unfortunately, any change I make, EVEN to getting back to the original unedited core HTML for the profile, refuses to work.

My entries recently have been excessively enigmatic, meaning exactly pappe kak unless you know me and what I'm attempting to do at the moment, and yet in the space of me deciding to remove any details of my prospective postgraduate study and employment search for fear of anyone involved in that search pootling along to the site and seeing what I've said about them, my rating has risen steadily.

Strange.

I will conduct an experiment. I will tell you absolutely nothing about...what I intend to do tomorrow. However, the following allusions may help.

I might go out tomorrow, possibly to a rural location to pursue some pastime.

Then again, I might not.

Hmmm.

It's Just The Way I'm Feeling...
Which is fraught, but okay. I have made a biiiiiiiig decision in the last 48 hours, and I feel in myself that it's the right one, despite how that makes me feel about other aspects of my life. Life can never be one long relaxing jaunt along the highways and byways...you dream, you make attachments, you strive, you can fail.
It's not about trying to cram everything into one life, but maybe about doing the best you can with the time you have.

Slow Reactions
I promised a plug to a blog reader who could spot the lyric in the title of an entry ages ago. I almost missed his (correct) comment, but, even if the plug is late, go see Si's site.