Most of the time when I get angry it's stupid little irrational frustrations - obnoxious people on the subway, late trains, or childish grumpiness at having to do chores. Things like that. Fleeting, insubstantial, a quick bloom of adrenaline in the system that passes as quickly and as pointlessly as it came.
The sort of anger that combines emotional response with an intellectual sustenance - where the adult responses of rationalisation, desire to be pacifist, common sense, practicality, all of the little checks and balances we have in our minds...all of them have no effect and you actually think angry - that's rare for me.
And here I sit, crackling and fuming.
Pissed off, quite frankly.
I'm leaning on my iTunes pretty heavily today. Lots of Unkle and Faithless.
I'm scared.
What was the cause of this unusually prolonged instance of pissed-offedness?
unkle is good. neverneverland has especially good rhythms for moods of grr.
hope you feel better soon.